Drew Est. 1986

Goodbye LJ!!!

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 04:42:24 GMT

Well everyone, I am sorry to say this may be the end for me and LJ. It has been a loyal blog and we have had some good times and some... interesting times...yeah lets just say that because otherwise I would have to draw attention to my more sad and depressing entries... kinda like i just did now. (Damnit I should really stop not deleting everything I write)

Anyway, boys and girls this will most likly my last entry for a while if not ever being as I have finaly decided to move on and see other poeple... I mean web thingies. Yes that is right I have gone Myspace!

I know I'm sorry, I tried to hold out as long as I could, but its just so easy to fall into the hole that is myspace. So please those of you with mysapce, feel free to friend me! Well same goes to Facebook folks being as I use that and have used that more for some time now.

Here myspace people, I'll make it easier for you.
http://www.myspace.com/drewbane
There find me, love me, you know you want to. Besides its the only place to go for more good Drew times action.

Well goodbye all, I may check up on you all someday in the distant future, you never know. Until then, I love you all, if not most of you! Take care, and goodnight!

New Bet

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 17:30:28 GMT

Ok, i've taken one crazy bet. 3 days, no food. Let's see if i can pull this one off, doubtable. I'm a few hours into day one and already i'm hungry. This'll be hard, god speed.

Owch

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 12:58:11 GMT

OK, basicly, I almost died today. I was stepping down from the crub and the road was coevered in leaves and it was dark. So, i didnt see the massive pot hole hidden under the leaves. My one foot went about like a foot ferther down then i ment it to, landed funny, made a crack sound and then i triped. There i am face down in the street, and i hear a freaking massive truck honk its horn! So, now i'm screaming because the asshole truck guy figured i didnt need help and i could move out of the way whenever i wanted to and that i was being an ass hole for being in the road, so he didnt stop, he keep coming at me, i keep being in pain. I managed to get out of the way a little bit before he would have killed me. It wasnt so close that my life had flashed before my eyes or anything, but god damnit. I flicked him off good and proper....from my low down crouched postion. Anyway, hurts to walk now, i should probly get that checked out.

Goodbye

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 02:49:54 GMT

Madoline. My dearest pet, my friend and family member. She is gone now. And, i'm done talking now.

Madoline

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 15:19:22 GMT

My cat, Madoline is 17 years old. She's dying. I don't have anything else to say now.

Check up and Poetry

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 16:51:32 GMT

Well hey all. School is fun, enjoying myself. I've written some new poems. I'd like to share 2 or 3 with you. I like them, let me know what you think.

Let Me Be
Let there be fire, let there be rain,
Let me be filled with all that’s not sane.
Let me forget why I fear the night,
Let my way be full of light.
Let me live one day I won’t regret,
Let me have one night I won’t want to forget.
Aloe, 05

Abide
The fire burns to near my heart,
The burning blood begins to flow.
The thoughts that fissure my mind start,
When they’ll stop I cannot know.

On a mountain tension I sit on you peak,
Wanting only to climb down the side.
It is that adventure, which I seek,
Until that then I shall try to abide.
Aloe, 05

Ok, I wrote this poem after I thought of it in a dream. It was to slick not to show to everyone. So here you go.

Hidden
I have these feelings I cannot name,
Can this all be part of some mind game?
Not that I mind, I wont be coy,
Lie I won’t, these emotions, I enjoy.

I will not hide another day,
Know I cannot anyway.
It’s in my mind at all times,
True, that is the real reason for all these hidden rhymes.

I feel it in my veins when my heart beats,
Think it in my mind when my body sleeps.
That I can concentrate these days is a mystery,
I’m sure plights like this have gone down in history.

In confusion I live until I learn what to do,
Love? Lust? Are these the emotions I hold for you?
With in this reflecting prison I will always be,
You and only you can end or start this, and set me free.

OK, that's all for now. College people Facebook me!

My god

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 21:22:10 GMT

My god is this things still here? Wow, i pritty much forgot i had one, been rather busy you see. School starts up sunday so i been getting ready for that, then i was at camp for 7 weeks of summer, so i've been away for a long time, to long i sapose. Oh well, i'll try to update once a week or something for those of you who still read this dusty old blog. Let you know how the D is doign at W&J. Until then, later.

Take the iTunes Test!!!

Thu, 26 May 2005 19:25:57 GMT

Ok guys its really simple, just post your top 25 most played songs from iTunes, if you don't have that then just suffle you whole stock and post the first 25 that come up. Here goes mine.

25. Metal Gear Soild 2 - Main Theme
24. Early 18th Century Gypsy Music - Mozart
23. Agnus Dei - Mozart
22. Fur Elise - Beethoven
21. Bang Bang - Kill Bill Soundtrack
20. Time is Running Out - Muse
19. Clocks - Coldplay
18. Johnny B. Good - Chuck Berry
17. The Grand Duel - Kill Bill Soundtrack
16. Violin Concerto No. 4 in D - Mozart
15. God Gave Rock and Roll to You- Kiss
14. Levon - Elton John
13. Outloud - Dispatch
12. The Space Between - Dave Mathews Band
11. Joy to the World
10. Going the Distance - Cake
9. Superman - Five for Fighting
8. Flying Horsesing Horses - Dispatch
7. Send Me on My Way - Rusted Root
6. The General - Dispatch
5. Tiny Dancer - Elton John
4. Moonlight Sonata - Beethoven
3. Sound of Silence - Simon And Garfunkel
2. Time in a Bottle - Jim Croce
1. Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Meet Joe Black Soundtrack

Yeah baby

Thu, 26 May 2005 19:01:54 GMT

Nemesis

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Yeah, thats why you don't mess with the D, even the internet tests know i'm a badass.

Wed, 25 May 2005 21:24:31 GMT

You scored as Yoda.

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Yoda

89%

Obi Wan Kenobi

78%

Darth Vader

72%

R2-D2

64%

Mace Windu

56%

General Grievous

53%

Anakin Skywalker

44%

C-3PO

39%

Clone Trooper

36%

Emperor Palpatine

33%

Chewbacca

28%

Padme Amidala

25%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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What the heck

Wed, 18 May 2005 01:23:03 GMT

You're a passionate kisser. You like for your
kisses to mean something, You like to gaze into
someone's eyes before you kiss them, and maybe
you even keep your eyes open during a kiss. You
enjoy kissing and your partner probably does
too.

What kind of || Kisser || are you? ((With kool anime pics)) -|-For guys and girls-|-
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Whats new

Wed, 18 May 2005 01:18:50 GMT

What words can one man say to explane all the events and emotions of a day. I have one word.
Ba-Jig-ah-Dee

Dusty LJ

Tue, 17 May 2005 02:15:59 GMT

The LJ feel like it has a pound of dust on it here. Man it's been a while. Well, I'm sorry guys. Been a screwy month. Anyway i decided to update being as i know some crazy ass freshmen and softmores started reading this again, so this is for you kids. Also because i wanted to share some of the quotes from the weekend.

While seeing kingdom of heaven.
Drew: I'm looking at you blue eyes.

Movie: So be it, you'll never see me again.
James, Matt, and Drew(same thought at the same time): The end. Movies over.

James: I'm sorry king, i i, just can't look at you.
Drew: you, you, ah, smell so bad ::barff::
Matt: Barff

While watching Donny Darko
Drew: See James if you think the girl on the screen is hot remember having sex with the VCR is not the same thing, It wont work.
James: Ow ow ow ow ow ow ow owch ow ow ow son of a bitch ow ow ow ow ow.... totally worth it. ::Leaves the room::

TV: Anger is really just fear
Drew: Really? You know there was this one kid who was really scared of me. He kick the crap out of me

James: Drew what happens if you tell mom about this?
Drew: You'll stab me.
James: Your god damn right i will.
Matt: haha

damn

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 02:02:12 GMT

ok, wanna know how much i'm worth acording to this test.

I am worth $2,345,780.00 on HumanForSale.com

Yeah baby. sware i didnt lie at all.

I'm back

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 01:47:09 GMT

Well, its been a while now hasnt it. So sorry to keep you all from you needed info from insided Drew's mind. Welp, been busy. Musical is over and i rocked. And now after musical and spring break the homework is piling up. Yet still, i gots high hopes. I'm into W&J, and have been for months so i don't exactly have a great will power to do well in this last 9, or rather 7 weeks of school.

Spring Break was awsome good times fun. Went to New York, saw WICKED which was wonderful, then went to Vail, CO and skied my butt off. Twas great. Kinda saw a ghost while i was there. On and i also rented a DVD that had a "Be Kind Rewind" sticker in the box. Wow. May i just say, wow. The people of Colorado's Video Mart arnt to book smart are they.

Also, i may be going a little bit crazy. Well ok, not really. But, i'm hearing and thinking things that are not normal for a Drewish mind like mine. Ok, like have you ever had a word or phrase stuck in you head. Like, everytime your not thinking of something, jst letting your mind wonder, the word or phrase comes to mind? It stuck in there, its been there for over 2 months now. The word. Acid. That how it started. I keep getting this image in my mind of Acid being poured into me somehow, but also, somehow not in a negative way. Then i started getting dreams. and in one i was crawling through a dark tunnel and finaly i reached the end. And there was a wall at the end of the tunnel which was made of old dark wood and there were roots on the floor. And on the the tree was written a poem. "The acid seeps inside your soul, and on your mind it takes it's toll. And even though you are not dead, stronger or weaker will be your head."

Ok, say it, i'm strange. I haunt my own mind. Dude i got issues. Oh well. So time to ask my friends. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK THIS MEANS???

Later!

New Test

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 02:13:50 GMT

Welp, Hi everyone, it's been a while I know. So I been busy. Musical, Forensics, Life in general. But, its been fun. And i'm trying not to complane, bcouse 1. It's not that bad, and 2. I have a new car coming soon, my life rules. 3. My life rules. So, go me. Oh a few weeks ago I made a new friend test, heres the link if you'd like to take it.

http://drewbane2.friendtest.com

Oh, and if you do take it, come on, put down your real name. I wanna know who took it not wonder who "Footface12" is. Who ever the hell that was, you didn't do to bad on my last test, but you have a dumb name.

Anyway, I love you all, take care, ig you warship a higher being may him, her, or it bless you. Marry tuesday to you and to all a goodnight.

Riddles in the dark

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 02:50:13 GMT

I know it's been a while since my last up date. I been busy. To much thought. It's rather hard to focus. Thats not good. I really am no sure how much longer I can let that go on. However I fear the cure might be worse then the symtom. To be or not to be, that is the question. Wether it is nobler in the mind to suffer.....eh, no one's really suffering here, so i'll drop the over dramtic act now.
Ok, it's starting to get to me. As some of you know, i'm a Roman Catholic. Yeah i know, i know, i know but know what else, i don't yell at you people for beleaving in whatever it is you beleave in ok? Yeah yeah, go Jesus. JC, Big G, and Holy G are my main men, the Trinity.
Anyway, so, we got this thing called lent. 40 days, you give up something, something hard to give up. I give up 3 things. This year, I picked lying as one thing to give up this year. Thats hard for me. I'll admit it, its not easy. And it's killing me. That and a paper on 1984, oh and musical, plus my own damn emotional shit. Gah?
So...while am i smiling? I'm happy? I'm like the jester dancing for the king who i know will take my head should i displease him. Thats not fair. We should only be able to feel one emotion at a time. So heres what i think i'm gonna do from now on. I'm gonna flip a coin. Just like my main man 2-Face. Hey, might work. Look, i'm tired, i gots work to do, and i'm tired.

Bi-Polar Break Through

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 22:39:01 GMT

I've fiugred it out everyone! Heres how. So I think when we wake up, we have a pre made clean slate. I mean, nothing has happened yet to make us mad, or make us happy. Also, we are way to tired to remember anything that happened the day before either. So, Friday morning I wake up and I see the time is 5 am, an hour before I have to wake up. And I not pleased. I'm just like, "Crap!!!! Ahhhh. Sleep!!! Want more. Damn you all." Made the rest of my day stinky. But then, saturday, i had to wake up at the same time. and i found myself up at 4:30 am. Just thinking, "Yay! More sleep for me!!" Odd yes? What could have possibly changed? I think there are only a few thing to explane this. Our mood is based off of whatever our dreams were like. Happy dreams, happy day, bad dreams bbad day. Or it's akk just a role of the dice. Or maybe? It is possible that it all has to do with the kind of person you are. Whatever, its just a thought.

Numanuma

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 22:26:28 GMT

OK, I really don't know why, or for what reason but this really makes me happy and puts a smile on myself. I mean, i honestly feel if theres still people out there who would make something like this, out of fun, joy and friendship, then maybe, just maybe, there is hope for the rest of us. Here, go here and watch this. Yes, it's dumb, i know, but its just. Fun!

http://www.stanford.edu/~hegyi/numanuma.html

Count Down

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 03:45:25 GMT

I have issued myself a challenge, one i'm not sure if i can meet or not. But, i now must sink or swim, fly or die, win or lose this saturday. As of now, i have about 48 hours to memorise the rest of this peice for forensics. Can i do it? I don't know. I can tell you this much though, were i not trying, life would be easier, so so so much easier. But, part of me, just can't give up on somethings. So for a while i shall have no life. Theres no time for one. There are so few hours in the day as it is. Funny how one can be alive, but not live. However, i guess when you really think about it, once we reach our goals we're more alive then ever before. Thats nice to think about. Still, i feel like i've been straped onto the front of a bullet train and i'm flying down a premade track out of control, and i know if i don't stay on the track just right, i'll crash. Must be careful. Theres so much i want in life, right now i'm not even worrying about what i need. All this extra work i'm doing falls under the list of wants. Gah, is it possible to drowned in a sea of your own bull? God i need sleep. I am Sleepy, Sore, Stressed, and Lonely. Not that the last one matters being as i don't have time for compaionship anyway. I mean it to, i had to quit my poker game for this friday just so i'd have time to work on forensics.

Well, like the good man says. Theres nothing worth having that was easy getting.

Issues

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:12:11 GMT

I feel bad, kinda. I just can not settle my mind down and focus. I really want to too. But, gah. Rest would be nice, but theres no time for something as fickle as rest. I will not crack under this pressure, i know that much already, but it's going to be a pain in the but. I might also add that just bbecouse i know that life will calm down agian soon, that doesnt mean i have to like the chaos we live in now. I wish i could just have the time to sit down a talk to some one for a while, but, i don't even have time for that right now. I guess whats why i'm writting this, need to talk to someone. Eh, i hate being me somedays. Which is funny becouse most days, i love being me. Humn thats a happy thought. It kicks ass to be me. Hehe, yeah. Back to work, damnit.

MGS3

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 03:05:06 GMT

ok, my Morning started out at 8 am when a guy came over to my house to measure me for some dress shirts and a tux, yes i know, listen closely becouse this will be one of the few times i'll say it. "I Drew Aloe am a rick bastard." So after that i went downstairs for about 3 hours and beat Metal Gear Solid 3 or as i like to call it, THE GAME THAT IS REALLY A MOVIE AND NEVER ENDS!!!! PART 3. Awsome game by the way, as much as i bash it sometimes. So, then, I had lunch with my mommy, came back home a feel asleep. Watched TV talked online, waited by the phone. And i had a lovely little day fallowed by a nice little night. Overall, it was a good day and now i am tired. I'm off to have dreams of giant metal nuke carring tanks and snaks and shirts and eat n'park, and...well, whatever

7 deadly sins test

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 01:22:59 GMT

People have been giving me alot of crap on my Lust/Pride 7 Deadly Sins test. Ok, I got one thing to say. I only got 56% on both those ratings. While i've notices that some are up to 86% Ask yourself something. Is it better to have a minor amout of Lust and Pride, or a massive amount of Sloth and Gluttony? I'm your average male, the only thing that makes me difrent is that I do not deny whats inside me. While others let it boil into a tumor of sycosis which will one day lead to insanity. So men out there, and women, i'm not saying you should shout it from the outloud in public or anything but do not lie to yourself about it! If in you mind your thinging, "I got to get me some of that!" Let it happen. For the love of god! Speaking of god, he gave you the body parts and the urge to use them! So don't blame and hate yourself for something you can not control. For the love of life, grow up and except what you are! We are humans hear us roar!

My Car!!!!!

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 01:09:07 GMT

Ok so i'm at home waiting for a phone call so I can go hang out with someone, but the call hasnt come yet and I'm getting cold. So I decided to go check the order stacking for my car. And after over a month of waiting my car is fianly under constrution. Meaning soon it will be here ready for me to go pick it up then drive it around like crazy. If you'd like to see what my car will look like heres a link to a picuter.

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.valleybmw.com/X3_BLack_Sapph.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.valleybmw.com/inventory_new_X3.htm&h=199&w=454&sz=11&tbnid=3vKl3xFNn3EJ:&tbnh=53&tbnw=123&start=6&prev=/images%3Fq%3DBlack%2BX3%2BBMW%26hl%3Den%26lr%3D%26ie%3DUTF-8%26sa%3DN

Its a Black 1995 X3 2.5 Liter BMW. And yes, its kicks some major hardcore ace! Oh, thank you, life is sweat and so is my car!!!! Thus so am I!!!!!! I am so happy right now. Cold and lonely, but happy!

Fortune Cookie

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 23:39:11 GMT

So, whenever i get a fortune cookie from now on, i'm going to post what it said on my LJ. I would also add that any fortune is funnier if you add to words at the end of it, "...in bed." Here we go, fortune, number one!

"Consant grinding can turn an iron rod into a needle."......in bed

I sware to god i did not make that one up.
Love you guys, bye.